Our Final Time Together

My many years of searching had led me here, to this overcrowded cemetery. I am praying that the information I was given is false. He couldn't be here… He promised we would see each other again. Right now, I'm thinking that he will appear behind me from one of these many headstones. I follow all given coordinates, walking past countless graves that mean nothing to me.

"Please….. I'll change all of my evil ways if I could see him for just a moment..." I think wiping tears from my scarlet red eyes.

I am standing before a cross shaped headstone. The words on it make me begin sobbing uncontrollably and I fall to my knees with grief. For on the marble were only just two words…. Words that came bring me to my knees crying in an instant. "L Lawiet" Nothing more. Nothing like "Beloved son" or anything of that sort. Sure, he had no family, but; there are still those who cared about him…. Like me… This angers and saddens me. "Lawli… I've seen your lifespan before… You're supposed to still be alive… How could this have happened? I bet it was Kira wasn't it? That basterd… Oh L, I'm so sorry….." I say to the earth beneath me.

I sob at the grave for hours until my throat is hoarse and my eyes feel as if they're on fire. I mope to my apartment sadly, depression slowly taking over me, making it hard to move and breathe. Once inside, all of my reasoning is gone and death is my only thought. Unlike years ago, it is not someone elses death I am thinking of…..it is my own…

I take a knife and carve my loves insignia into my left arm. Warm blood is trailing down my arm to the floor. The pain is sharp, real, and overpowering. I don't stop there. Next I carve a heart next to the bloodied "L".

With my vision becoming blurry, I look to the sky and smile. 'L…I love you. I can't be n the same place as you… But maybe I can be blessed this last desire to kiss you just one more time…" I say to the heavens

I am believing that I am hallucinating, as a see-through mist appears to me before taking the shape of a human. Looking closer, I see L….Lawli….My one and only love… I then hear a soft whisper. "I love you too Beyond…" the figure L whispers before kissing me gently and disappears.

Tears are streaming down my face as I pick up the knife once more. I place the blade to my throat and whisper, "I'm coming Lawli…" before allowing myself to glide he blade across my neck. I feel blood pour down my body for only a moment…

Before the eternal darkness befalls me for this final time…